I can’t bring myself to say

What if?…think for a solid, true moment 'what if'…the sacrifice was worth it-worth the price I can't feel the paper anymoreThis feels…hard, round, cold and warm…bumpy Is it worth it?it worth it?worth it?it?. . . ? . . .exhale inhale bodily functions I was wonderful onceFull of azul, magenta, indigo,, vermillionI was colorful onceblue blood [...]

Parasite

I guess I'm just feeling broken Which isn't unusual But the usual is loud And the broken is quiet So gimme this for a little while... I guess I'm loosing strength The 3 syllabled word is hanging there At the end of my wrist Rocking back and forth Light squeaking in the breeze Letting you [...]

When is it overrated?

I'm sorry For even thinking it I know it hurts you I Can't help myself Well I can But I can't That's why I'm even in this predicament to begin with I'm sorry, I really am This red flashing cryptic sign Leads way to mistakes and embarrassment The cheapest fuel to drive me to the [...]

Court

Legitimate question Who do you talk to when your Mind wants to end When your veins want to break And your mind can't handle it Who do you talk to when you need to know the answers But can't break free But the person in you Is bleeding out of me Who do you scream [...]

Pennies

I lied to all of you I told you I was okay But I choked myself until my lips turned grey I walked on my tippy toes for 'oh so long' The rust felt right But the blood tasted wrong It was all unfamiliar to me Clouding over my eyes Never feeling so clear to [...]